[Dec1209] helloparachute it's like chrys said, everyone's gone. you know that final scene of the last episode of friends? where the last person leaving looks around the empty apartment before closing the door and the absence hits you. MESSAGE

[Dec1209] helloparachute [ music | Rachael Yamagata - What If I Leave (Live at The Loft) | Powered by Last.fm ] NOBODY IS IMMUNE! MESSAGE

[Dec1209] helloparachute BOLD IF YOU HAVE DONE IT went out of your way just to see someone started to laugh but played it off as a cough pretended to text in an awkward situation been inside of a police vehicle worked where there were always lots of children around liked music by someone younger than you liked a song just because of the lyrics kept track of your calories scratched yourself in public told someone you would always love them had way too much time on your hands skipped a sports practice just cause you were tired had a time in your life where you felt invincible spent more than $300 just at one clothing store spent more than $500 at one clothing store cried yourself to sleep (just to clarify this has no emo basis! more embarrassing actually) prayed while laying in bed, crying, in the dark sat outside and just admired how beautiful it was swam in a lake got drunk by a lake lied to a parent about where you were got caught shoplifting got annoyed by someone just because of how they presented themselves fell asleep while on the computer owned more than 20 pairs of jeans owned more than 50 pairs of jeans admired someone from afar got caught staring at someone you thought was really cute rode on the zipper at a carnival weren’t able to fall asleep on christmas eve or easter eve had senioritis before you were a senior laid in bed with someone you loved kept a collection of quotes created something beautiful laughed your ass off through an entire movie bought snacks and popcorn at the movie theater played arcade games pissed someone off intentionally made someone’s day applied for a job and didn’t get accepted got too worried over something small read a story to a child played “kitchen” and “house” when you were younger liked decorating things cursed at a teacher wished you were more popular craved attention been told you had an amazing smile caused a car accident had road rage experienced deja vu watched food network allll day felt like crying because someone was such an unbelievably good person wished there were more people like that got angry just because something was so fucking unfair flashed strangers spent a friday or saturday night on tumblr told yourself you would do something, and then never did gave up on some people got excited over something tiny that meant something big wrote an essay under 10 minutes finished a math test in less than 20 minutes ignored someone purposely dialed 911 been so embarrassed you wanted to die watched the sunrise been to florida and never wanted to leave been to massachusetts questioned life been told I have a very big heart giggled for a long period of time been inspired by something I’ve read been depressed been awake for more than 48 hours had to pee so bad you couldn’t move ate food before paying for it ate food in a grocery store and ended up never paying for it made homemade donuts homemade brownies homemade cookies homemade cake closed your eyes and thought of only one person been in love longer than 3 years taken a biology class taken algebra and algebra 2 been harassed felt like you had no chance with someone watched the clock cause you were so bored came to school high had sex in a car smiled at a stranger rode a on shopping cart 2 MESSAGE

bridges [Dec1209] helloparachute A secret kept even from ourselves: how bridges are falling between the imagined word and the spoken one, between what I say and what you actually hear. If you could slow time down, perhaps you might even hear them falling. Bridges of years our hearts have signed away to crumble, collapse down the middle, leaving behind a gasp of air between two banks, wide with unspoken truths, a thousand pleas for empathy. New bridges are rising into form, incompletion, then falling away. Maybe it is this moment of our lives, when the bridges left standing are the ones we miss, when the ones we did not mean to build we built from betrayal, regret, guilt and loss. bridges, cyril wong MESSAGE

[Dec1209] helloparachute i had THE STRANGEST DREAM LAST NIGHT/THIS MORNING. THE STRANGEST DREAM. and all of a sudden i really really miss ij with the painful realisation that that's the closest i'll get to being back. 1 MESSAGE

FIFTY PEOPLE, ONE QUESTION. [Dec1209] helloparachute Where do you want to wake up tomorrow? I LOVE THIS. I can imagine spending my whole life doing projects like this and never getting bored or tired of it, ever. It's just that this kind of ambition's hard to define on paper. The first English guy's answer melted me. Which one's your favourite? http://www.fiftypeopleonequestion.com 1 MESSAGE

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